EXTRACT FROM PUNYAPUTHI - THE HOLY BOOK

Spread Kirtan. Practice it intensively. I shall bestow 

everything. If you practice spiritual existence as instructed by the 

Guru only once or twice a day, that hardly yields a tangible result: 

you should maintain an unbroken meditative mind for all the time 

without any respite. But it is good to follow a regular routine. It 

builds the mind but Kirtan prepares the mind instantly and 

thoroughly. A man simply needs to participate in it with burning 

faith and zeal. (51)

Just think, understand and realize that money does not have 

any intrinsic value. (52)

See men as varied manifestations of your Ideal. (53)

Oh! What a terrific treachery it is to stab people on the 

pretext of quenching their thirst! It is horrible indeed! Oh! How 

wretched is the lot of guileful `Kula-gurus' given to deliberate 

deceitfulness! (54)

You have to renounce nothing in the world. Practice Name and 

all that is detrimental to divine life will quit you immediately 

finding no shelter in you. I dwell everywhere as the stay of all 

that exists in any form be that a discharge from the bowels, or a 

goat or a ram. (55)

Name and love can own everyone ! Love can gain everything in this world ! Love can gain I 

and Love can gain you, 

and everyone will be loved ! Love and Name can conquer I, can own I. Therefore, Love and Name 

can conquer the Universe ! 

Because Universe is I ! Declare Name and Love. Give heart to heart and own heart. 

Make everyone declare Name and love. Love is Heaven and Heaven is Love !

Peaceful heart can make everyone peaceful. Come to me, I will give you everything, no doubt ! 

Be fearless and proceed on and on ! Check your tongue and kiss the feet. Draw the heart fast. 

Atom can feel atom ! (23)

There is no mind, no sovereign, value of sovereign is mind. Without mind sovereign is nothing. (24)

Morning is the indication of the day. Darkness is not indication—Yes darkness of night ! (25)

Leave everything and come to me ! I will give you everything ! (26)

--------Declare Name !* (27)

[* Spoken in English by Sri Sri Thakur]

Where there is spirit, there is heaven. Without spirit matter is nothing, but matter is matter with spirit. Yes! (61) 

*[Spoken in English by Sri Sri Thakur Himself]

I=We. We=I. When the universe is equal to I, everything is equal to I. There is one Iâ€"the Truth! (62) 

*[Spoken in English by Sri Sri Thakur Himself]

Sound is the expression of life, without sound everything is lifeless! (63) 

*[Spoken in English by Sri Sri Thakur Himself]

There is no truth, no lie. Everything may be true, everything may be a lie! (64) 

*[Spoken in English by Sri Sri Thakur Himself]

Seek everything in Me. Me is I. What shall I do now? Medium may die. (65) 

*[Spoken in English by Sri Sri Thakur Himself]

Listen to me—When `I'-ness retains its distinct identity 

even after reaching the highest peak of super conscious realization; 

then it can express itself in an audible form just as an individual 

can do in a conscious normal state. (48)

Plunge yourself headlong in the task of fulfilling the 

mission. You are all in all. You will dispatch bagfuls of damned 

souls to the zone of deliverance. (49)

Just say the right thing to reaffirm faith. The ticket for 

the beyond is to be bought with the coin of faith. Let us all march 

onward and forward. Then I as well as others will be energized and 

vitalized. (50)

He is not only beyond the reach of speech and mind but verily is He the blue-bodied Vanamali, 

besmeared with sandal paste, dressed in golden-yellow fabric. (31)

He is seated in white throne, under the shade of an umbrella where the prime uncaused 

sound or logos vibrates in unutterable resonance. (32)

Jesus Christ, Jesus, Jesus ! (33)

I am the void that persists after the process of unceasing elimination. It gets intermixed in 

the unending void. (34)

Devotion should co-exist with knowledge. Just listen to me—a vast field of activity 

lies ahead. (35)

Ask your supreme self. He also will confirm that if knowledge tempered with devotion is 

inculcated among people, they will not court disaster. (36)

Continued pursuit in this direction will lead to supreme truth. (37)

Just see! Divine absorption is a set of chloroform. When the chloroform is applied, mind 

dwells in the vital plane, man loses physical consciousness. Such a phenomenon 

has to be created. (38)

I shall go. (39)

Ask people to remain intoxicated in Kirtan. Otherwise all ailments will seize them and they will 

invite ruin. Forced repression does not deliver the desired goods. Kirtan constitutes the sole 

spiritual culture. No other form of spiritual exercise is needful. First reach the culminating point. 

Then move as it pleases you.

You are attaining purity. Those who are pure are ever established in maturity. Man has to be 

put in the furnace of affliction to get rid of all dress and dirt. The fire of Kirtan consumes 

all filth residing in humans. (40)

Links of songs of Thakurji and images of Thakurji

Links of thakur songs folder

songs of nikhilda

http://www.box.net/shared/igb3irrpl6 

 bhakti songs of thakur anukulchandra

http://www.box.net/shared/8h6chr09sl 

bhakti songs of thakur anukulchandra more

http://www.box.net/shared/yt0rb20q6c 

 Images of thakur

http://www.box.net/shared/m94ifb9o6p 

http://picasaweb.google.co.in/kanti1937/MrinalSAlbum# 

http://www.freewebs.com/thakuranukulchandra 

http://www.freewebs.com/shrishrithakuranukulchandra 

http://www.freewebs.com/mrinalkanti 

 Other links for songs

 Tumi jey moder bhalobasho tai sobcherey.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/2ktb06q7r2 

prabhu tomar surer baharey surer upachar.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/jvsrjsr4et 

ektu parei tumi abar jagbey jani.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/yxytokmv92 

Eey kon sparshey.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/1zmv90u2ug 

bhalobeshey eto byatha jodi ami janitam.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/ns9deo6k2t 

amar chokher andhar mochhao.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/hcsh9gehve  

abar kego shuneye gelo mor paran.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/xiruvfuvsc  

satnametey matley rey mon.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/irtbyiagdz 

saswato chiro tumi biswadharay.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/122cz082b9  

radha radha nam japley pabey dayal hari.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/aidckx4l9t  

radha namey pal tuli bhashey.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/7qjvdkyva3  

oi nam biney taribi kemoney.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/ob6ja8tra4  

O_Manwaa_Re.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/9nfl8u44av  

JUGE_JUGE_JEMON_ESHECHHILE_PROVU_TEMONI_ABAR_ESHECHHO.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/o3xl4s3y7c  

jar isharay chalbey jagat.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/kchbzbfizx  

JagataJibana.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/oaytzr28kz  

Iswar_Ek_Dharmo_Ek.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/31z3zqqyc5  

govindo gopal.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/c90mo0upt0 

Esho patitpabon

http://www.box.net/files#0:f:230901  

Ei_To_Re_Sei_Premer_Tirtho.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/yftte338cb 

DhitangDhitang.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/3on5usyi87 

bolo jaya jaya sri guru joy.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/5v74h4qube  

BhaktaSadhaker.mp3

http://www.box.net/files#0:f:230901     

baroma o baroma tomar hoyna tulana.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/qzs2qh0mf0 

Ami_Ki_kore_Bojhabo_Dayal.mp3

http://www.box.net/files#0:f:230901 

aaj borosher natun pratey.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/8zzn5a9xp1 

tumi ramnarayan krishna hari.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/l8jysqozxb 

tomay peye dhanya ami.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/l2ndk1ehsx 

shiva shambu jatadhari trinayan.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/iasc9y6vd9 

shanti jetha chailey bhai.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/9hfmpq80xv 

satnam bhavaparey sanam.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/a8xryu2gzq 

o tui deogharey jabirey jokhon.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/gc1yc4aabl 

ki kahiley dayamay.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/cbtdhoge6x 

kalir sheshe bhabey eley

http://www.box.net/shared/xfi0g4us52 

jhana jhana payel bajeyrey

http://www.box.net/shared/gzahlxofij 

gurujan achhen jara tader

http://www.box.net/shared/50acgdrt3z  

guru tomar ami

http://www.box.net/shared/tiq1a5azu5  

ei minoti kori ami tomar

http://www.box.net/shared/0maxl56091 

ei jagatey gurui apon guru bijmantra

http://www.box.net/shared/0maxl56091 

chal na sai ghurey ashi himayetpur

http://www.box.net/shared/9yi97e7mj0 

biswaguru tumi

http://www.box.net/shared/um15xpkmr4 

bhaktibharey dakley tarey

http://www.box.net/shared/um15xpkmr4  

banshi bajay keno shamray

http://www.box.net/shared/scynyfmuk7  

amarey sajaye dio natun

http://www.box.net/shared/yvl57h0vxm  

amar jiboney pratham provatey

http://www.box.net/shared/kliaczij7s 

amar maney ke achhey ke nei

http://www.box.net/shared/8zpn5qe8gp  

vandey purushottamam-amp3.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/5nopq4c08g  

Thakur anukulchandra bhajan-amp3.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/oym6fv9ok7 

radha nam ke anilo bhabey-amp3.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/enhhp0jq0g 

kothay achho praner thakur tumi-amp3.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/y453op1agx 

kaliyugmey aya jinka nam anukul-mp3.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/o0rytfoefg 

hameyn shikhaya hai-amp3.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/x3xirdkqs5 

dayal guru nam koro sar-amp3.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/nqic0o24o3 

chalo chalo bhai deoghar jai-amp3.mp3

http://www.box.net/shared/psosh0e4s8 

o tui michhey keon

http://www.box.net/shared/5mgss68vc2 

narayanrupey dekhi tomarey

http://www.box.net/shared/a5myt89m76 

mon myna pakhirey radha

http://www.box.net/shared/xbo4690jmy 

kon sadhaney deogharey jai

http://www.box.net/shared/xnlte8kutm 

kanthey amar gaan dayal tomar naam

http://www.box.net/shared/ultmji3m21 

jugey jugey dayal rupey

http://www.box.net/shared/bkh9fb06vv 

joi radha madhav krishna murari

http://www.box.net/shared/2xqvkqh8g2 

hey prabhu anandamoy

http://www.box.net/shared/gr6coma9ph 

guru bina bujhbey naki amar moner bedona

http://www.box.net/shared/9iiy7qptsx 

deboki nandan tumi jashoda dulal

http://www.box.net/shared/a8pknk3oi4 

more songs on thakur anukulchandra

http://www.box.net/shared/6m8nm95l3o 

followings songs uploaded

ey kon sporshey jagaley amay

bhalobeshey eto byatha jodi ami jantam

tumi jey morey bhalobasho tai

abar kego shuniye gelo

amar premer thakur

sambhavami yugey yugey

provu tomar surbaharey surer upochar

anek diner anek kotha provu blitey jey ...

hridoy deoley thakur amar ektu darau..

provu tumi chhara aar kichhu bhalo lagey naa..

jakhon tumi jaa diyechho takhon ami pelam naa..

tumi amay bairey thekey bhitor paney dak diye..

ami dariyechhi kator chokhey duarkhani khuley...

keno sei sur tabo binay baajey..

Jugey jugey dharai dharmer glani holey axhen parampita

tomar money diley jey amay sthan

monrey rajani provatkaley

ano premer shitoldharay

paddateerey himayetpurey 

hemonter madhur sajey akash bhorey gelo

provur charan binaa aar kichhu niye

artist track 52.mp3

dukker sakol bojha pichhoney pheley aay mora

ogo naveen surjo

amar gyaner dhan churno karey daao

provat jamini udito dinmani usharani

mon tuloshi bhakti chandan jejon chay petey parey

radhasoami nam jo gao-ey soi torey

 provat jamini udito dinamani usharani hashimukhey

http://www.box.net/shared/rxn0l0jz5k  

radhasoami nam jo gao-ey soi tarey

http://www.box.net/shared/pk5pn8es4z 

guru vandana

http://www.box.net/shared/04cinezqvt 

badana bhariya guru nam niya dubahu tuley

http://www.box.net/shared/ylea8g98ml 

more songs on thakurji

http://www.box.net/shared/vbtnu3r08k 

http://www.box.net/shared/vbtnu3r08k    

thakur  songs from nikhil ghatak

http://www.box.net/shared/igb3irrpl6 

bhakti  songs of thakur anukulchandra

http://www.box.net/shared/8h6chr09sl  

bhakti songs of thakur anukulchandra 2

http://www.box.net/shared/yt0rb20q6c 

images of thakurji and family

http://www.box.net/shared/m94ifb9o6p 

songs of sandhya mukherjee

http://www.box.net/shared/gl68ckp86l  

songs of thakur anukulchandra in mediafire

http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=28cd9a8d3a915542312dbd5f2bdc5062dde1d76d83c7745cb8eada0a1ae8665a  

 

 

 

Songs on thakurji in Youtube

Some songs on Thakurji have been uploaded and links are given below ------
See the video uploads on Thakurji

Thakur anukulchandra - the great master

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmm5dzGA1XE

thakur anukulchandra with great personalities

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4_1otUGQjE

thakur anukulchandra - the last journey

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bD6pZm0OmEc

thakur anukulchandra - centenary clip

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yUJAwjd-EQ

satsang after takurji

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMvQGQa2vCI

Thakur anuulchnadra - few sayings

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-MfK68eZIw

Thakur anukulchandra - the great master from himayetput to rohini rd

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xy8q3LDabP4

thakur anukulchandra - the great master's childhood the link is --

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_apNNrhI1k

thakur anukulchandra - a prophet is born

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWbDKJs4Ew8

Ramakrishna lila part I  thakur with kali and rashmoni

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRdh_e2rWuY

ramakrishna lila part II taka mati mati taka

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ijdVCpqiHw

ramakrishna lila part III thakur with keshav sen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSQLM2Tuwwk

Jago arjonari
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=X_T4Hqq4ICM
Uriye diye namer nishan
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=FKQJuNZDE5o
Dayal par koro
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=PIMTVMrEHFQ
Dayal
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=1j-ye9oxthw
mon majaitey bhabey ashechiley
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=Ca1nlW5qrCs
Probhat samaykaley
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=lcAmOFMmsic
thakurji’s bhajan in hindi
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9mE_BKLgwY
joi radhey radhey
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=B20pN6lLR00
badan bhariya gurunam
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=lWL7ufIjOKc
guru bandana
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=JspASMAn7Zo
binti prarthana bar bar karjor kor sabinay
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=gcehXkHZbh0
bunti prarthana bar bar kanru binti
http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=WZtsLBeZCkY

Biography of Thakur Anukulchadra

Biography of Shri Shri Thakur

A brief review on biography of Shri Shri Thakur in English – title of the book “Ocean in a teacup” author Ray A. Houserman, published by Satsang Church, Calcutta.

This book is one of the very authentic and detailed biography of Shri Shri Thakur published so far in any language.
The author Ray Houserman stayed with thakur in Sastsang, both places in Pabna (British India) and in Deoghar (India) for 25 years.
Ray and Ed Spencer was working as members of American Red Cross along with the South East Asian Command under Lord Mounbatten (Supreme Commander) in south east and British Burma during world war II. When war ended in 1945, both came to Calcutta for onward journey to their homeland USA . They were to stay for nearly three months for the ship. They thought to see the various places of this country during their halt in India. Meanwhile one day Ray found Ed missing and no information he left. He searched him for some days but without any result. He felt morose and was waiting for the shipment day. On the day of ship to depart suddenly Ed came and told Ray that he had found a person at Himayetpur Pabna (the then part of British India) who can give solution to all problems of life and Ed must meet this person before he goes to his home. The next ship was to depart after three .months and Ray feeling so much homesick that he did not want to accede to the request of Ed. Ed told him “If you miss him today you will miss him forever”. Ray then decided to avail the next ship after three months and in the meantime see Thakur at Pabna. He went, he stayed with him one and half years before he could think of return to his native place. Afterward the story is very simple, he stayed at Satsang with Thakur and accompanied him to Deoghar and stayed in Satsang for 25 years . The present book is the fruit of his association and sadhana. The book is written in lucid English and not like ordinary biography giving chronological events like a historian.
Availability--- The book will be available at the residence where Ray used to live at Deoghar. In fact I got a copy recently from that place, the price is Rs 150/-. Also you can get further information from Satsang activist Mr Yashenda, a filmmaker of Mumbai Mobile No -09324181981
I recommend this book to those who want to know Thakur . Many things which are untold in the available literature at Deoghar will be found in this book.

Was Thakur a God

Was Thakur a God
One evening as we (Ray houserman and his mother) sat with group around Thakur, she(mother of Ray) arose, and without priliminaries, asked, "Thakur, a great many of your followers claim that you are God. Now I want to know what you say you are? "The group stirred restlessly, clearly resenting what sounded to them like an attack upon their Saint. An elderly disciple arose at once. "I can explain this....""No, no," Mother cut him off rather rudely, "I've already heard what all you had to say. Now I want to know what Thakur says !" Thakur's face glowed with a wide, boyish smile. Obviously, he enjoyed both the discomfiture of the group and these American mother's determination. "Ma, if they call me God, will it make me more than I am ? and if the call me devil, will it make me any less ? As you see me, so I am. "Mother nodded, satisfied, and sat down. Apperantly, she chose to see him as a son, for in the months that followed, she advised and questoned this elderly guru in much the same manner and tone that she used with my brothers and me. Thakur responded with a demonstration of filial devotion and effection that exposed my own inadequate attempts to please, to understand.... and be understood... as superficial.
Source -- Ocean in a teacup --- Ray A Houserman

My Experience with Truth

Received from Rahul Kumar (The Unborn Soul)
My Experiment With Truth
Joy Guru !There is more than one crore followers of Shri Shri Thakur Anukulchandra. And everyfollower definetly see Thakur in their own level and different way andtheir experiences are different. I want to share my experience about Tthakurji."Arjuna, howsover men seek Me, even so do I approach them ; for allmen follow My path in everyway. (Gita 4.11)It was year 1992 when first time satsang was organised in my home,and it touched my heart. Same year I went to Deoghar with family members.Time Shri Shri Borda(Thakur's elder son) was present. I saw him and at that timemy age was 9 years. And I so much impressed with teachings of Thakurthat I wanted to take diksha and mantra(Holy name). But it was notpossible that time because minimum age for diksha was 12 years. Then I startedfollowing the teachings of thakur and become pure vegetarian and startedparticipating in satsang that was organized locally. But slowly my beliefon thakur decreased because that time I thought that every work of mine wasdone by Thakur, for example, when could not do my homework, then I had to face insult of teacher or when I could not prepare well for exam then I couldnot get good marks in the examination. Thakur's words are very suitable at that place-Oh, you who would devotees bewith hope for name and riches,don't make me your Lord and Master.Beware ! If mastery withinawaken not,-Master, Centre- none you have,and deceiving, you shall be deceived.(Satyanusaran)Other reason for my belief ended on thakur was that some personal butspritual questions came in my mind were :-(1)Who am I ?(2)Who created this world ?(3)What happens after Death ?(4)Is there any point where sky is ends, if yes, then at that place what is there ?(5) Who created this world?This type of question came in my mind at age of 9-10. But I could not findanyone who could give answer of my questions. In 1995 I visited Deogharsecond time and my age was12, but i was not taking interestin diksha because several types of doubt started coming in my mind aboutthakur, like- Why should I follow Thakur ? Is thakur really a god-incarnation like Ramor Krishna.? If yes, then what was a proof because he lived like a simpleperson and if Thakur was a man just like me(2 eyes, 1 nose2 ear, two hand, two leg) then what is difference. So finally I told myfamily member that I shall not follow Thakur any more.Then I stopped participating in any satsang or prayer and thendegeneration in my life started. And in year 1998 once again I startedtaking non-veg foods. Sometimes those questions (which I already discuscedin above lines) started coming in my mind and that time I became serious.So years passed but I did not get my answer. Then a new type of thoughtcame in my mind that I can't get answers of my questions till death.Then one thing also came in my mind that if there were any God then heshould definitely give answer of my questions. Otherwise there is no God.Then I came in bad company and started reading vulgur booksand also started smoking occasionaly with friends for fun. Then athought came in my mind that there is nothing like sin or virtue. there isno God. In year 2004, I read some essays of Osho and my belief on Godended. Same year in august I saw a book "Gita" . Before this I neverread single verse of Gita. What happened I don't know one thing comein my mind that why not I read it once ultimately I need not believe inGod. But when I started reading the Gita then a Mirracle happened with me.The verses from Gita started striking my mind and i felt(in internallevel) that lord Krishna was giving me the teachings of the and when I readthe whole Gita I felt that I was somwhere else and not present in earth. Thattime I felt Oh! No one told me this thing in my life before. Someverses which really made me brave internally was:-"Know That alone to be imperishable which pervades this universe ; forno one has power to destroy this indestructible substance(soul) (Gita 2.17)"Arjuna, when you have achieved enlightenment, ignorance will delude youno more. In the light of that knowledge you will see the entire creation firstwithin your own self, and then in Me (the Oversoul). (Gita 4.35)"Even though you were the most sinful of all sinners, this knowledgealone would carry you, like a raft, across all your sins. (Gita 4.36)"The Yogi whose mind is sated with jnana(knowledge of Nirguna Brahma)and Vijnana(knowledge of manifest Divinity), who is unmoved under anycircumstances, whose senses are completely under control, and to whomearth, stone and gold are all alike, is spoken of as a God-realized soul. (Gita 6.8)"There is nothing else besides Me, Arjuna. Like clusters of yarn-beads formedby knots on a thread, all this is threaded on Me. (Gita 7.7)"In the very last of all births the enlightened person worships Me by realizingthat all this is God. Such a great soul is very rare indeed. (Gita 7.19)"The fruit gained by these people of small understanding, however, isperishable. The worshippers of gods attain gods(like indra,varun etc) ;whereas My devotees, howsoever they worship Me, eventually come toMe and Me alone . (Gita 7.23)"He who departs from the body, thinking of Me alone at the time of death,attains My state; there is no doubt about it. (Gita 8.5)"Arjuna, all the worlds from Brahmloka( lok of bramha) downwards areliable to appear and reappear. But, O son of kunti, on attaining Me thereis no rebirth. (Gita 8.16)"Even if the vilest sinner worships Me with exclusive devotion, he shouldbe accounted a saint ; for he has rightly resolved (He is positive in hisbelief that there is nothing like devoted worship of God). (Gita 9.30)"Speedily he becomes virtuous and attains abiding peace. Know it forcertain, Arjuna, that My devotee never suffers degradation. (Gita 9.31)"Fix your mind on Me, be devoted to Me, worship Me and make obeisanceto me; thus linking yourself with Me and entirely depending on Me, youshall come to Me. (Gita 9.34)"Give your mind to Me, be devoted to Me, worship Me and bow to Me.Doing so you will come to Me alone, I truly promise you; for you areexceptionally dear to Me. (Gita 18.65)"Resigning all your duties to Me, the all-powerful and all supportingLord, take refuge in Me alone; I shall absolve you of all sins, worry not (Gita 18.66)And this Gita was published by ISKCON, famous for Hare Krishna movementall around the world. And when finished the Gita I really become a differenttype of person. And I decided to spend my life for Krishna. At that momentI am so much happy becaus I never expected that I got this type of guarantee(Gita 18.66) and also i started getting answers of my questions. Then Istarted reading books written by Bhakti Vedant Swami Prabhupad(founderof ISKCON). And I reached that conclusion that Chaitnya Mahaprabhu wasKrishna himself and some months ago I also got a bhajan written by Mirabaiwhich clearly prove that Krishna came in form of Chaitanya Mahaprabhu:-"Ab to hari naam lau lagi lSab jagko yah makhan chora, naam dharyo vairagi llKit chori wah mohan murli, kit chori sab gopi lmur murai dori kati bandhi mathe mohan topi llMat jasomati makhan karan, bandhe jake pau lShyamkishore bhayo nav gaura, Chaitanya jako nau llPitamberko bhav dikhabe, kati kopin kase lGaur Krishnaki dasi Mira, rasna Krishna base llThen i start searching Sadguru(true master) to get Divine love of"Radhakrishna". Then I decided to join Iskcon for this purpose. Thenin year 2005(april) I went to one of my relative and I visitedIskcon temple. But that place did not satisfy me. Because I did not get anyenvironment of that type of divinity which I wanted after I the Gita.The temple was very beautiful no doubt but I did not visit thatplace just for watching temple. Also environment of that place is inwestern style. At that place I also did not fine any true master. So mysearch for true master did not end at that time. Then same year Igot two books "Purshotam( biography of Sri Sri Thakur in hindi writtenby Sri jagdish narayan in 1954) and Sriramkrishna vachanamrit (last fouryear[1882-1886] discussion of Sriramkrishna paramhansa". Thesebooks werefirstly written by one of main bhakt "master mahasya" and orginal bookname was Sriramkrishna kathamrit in bangla and then later translated inhindi by ''pandit suryakant tirpathi nirala")Then I read Purshotam. And at one place it strike in my mind, theselines are of Chaitanya Mahaprabhu-"sarvkal tumra sakle mor aang laei janam jenona janiba janam janam llaei janam jeno tumi sab aamar sange lnirvadhi acho sankirtan sukh range llaei mat aache aar dui avtar lkirtan anand roop hoibo aamar lltahateu tumi sab aei mat range lkirtan kariba maha sukhe aama sange ll---- Sri Sri Chaitanya bhagvat, middile volume, chapter-26meaning-O my parshads of kirtan. you are my parshads of my previous births.in this life you enjoying sankirtan , same way when my next two avtar happenthen you are also with me and enjoying great happiness of kirtan.But after reading "purshotam" my search for Sadguru(true master) did notend. Then I started reading "Sriramkrishna vachnamrit". Beforereading Ramkrishna vachanamrit my thought about Sri Ramkrishna Paramhansawas not very high. Because at that time I just heard about Sri RamkrishnaParamhans that he was a worshipper of kali. But my belief was on krishnaand also that krishna was supreme god(but this time kali, krishna,jesus,nirgun brahm, mohamad all is one just like jesus words on bible- me andmy father was one) so one thing also come in my mind that Ramkrishnaparamhans was not very important because he was worshipper of kali. But when Istarted reading Ramkrishna vachanamrit I got the idea that Ramkrishnaparamhans was brahm himself. And when I read more and more thenmy doubts are started clearing. Then I also felt that Sri Ramkrishna paramhansawas giving me direct teaching. Then at one place some lines struck me-"pahle se hi mujhe sab dikha diya jata hai l Battalle me maine gaurangke sankirtan ka dal dekha tha l usme sayad balram so dekha tha aurtumhe bhi sayad dekha tha l................................................................................................."aek baar aur aana hoga l Isliye parsado ko sab gyan mai nahi deta(haste hue)tumhe agar sab gyan de de, to phir tum log sahaj hi mere pas kyo aaoge ?(edition 2003,vol-1 page-402, 24 dec 1883)meaning-i see everything before. i see sankirtan dal of gaurang(anothername of chaitanya mahaprabhu) in battale. in this sankirtan group i maysee balram(one of the main bhakt of ramkrishna paramhans) and mayalso see you(master mahasya). i came once again. that's why i not giveall knowledge to parsads. if i give you all knowledge then how you cameeasily to me.Then thought that Sri Ramkrishna came in form of incarnaton of God. This time Istill had some doubt in my mind. But when Ii read these lines my alldoubt about next avtar of Sri Ramkrishna paramhans was clear-"Jo antrang hai, unki mukti na hogi l vayavya disa me aek baar aur(mujhe) deh dharan karna hoga l( vol-2,page-991, 9 aug 1885)meaning-those who are my personal(bhakt) was not get mukti. I shall againtake birth in vayabya direction.Then i thought that if Thakur was really an avatar then definataly takingbirth in vayabya direction. Thakur's birth place was Himayatpur villageof Pabna district of Bengal(currently in Bangladesh). I read in some booksthat vayabya direction means north-east. Then i start searching in mapof bangladesh that what is the exact position of pabna district. Andwhen I saw that Pabna district is situated at last point of bangladeshon north-east direction. then I really got surprised and thinks ohthis is not less than a miracle for me.before I could find this after 10 years I visited Deoghar on occasion ofagaman diwas(celebrated every year on 2nd sep) of Sri Sri Thakur fromPabna to Deoghar. Then i thought that why not I take diksha of Sri SriThakur. because he fulfills me everyway and Krishna has come himself in formof Thakur. And in Ddecember month of 2005 i took deeksha. And after takingdiksha all my doubts were cleared. And noproblem affected me personally. Then I also took swastayani brata in year 2007.Thakur also accepted it indirectly at one place that I am Ramkrishna Paramhansbefore this birth:-Sri Sri Thakur - "Ramkrishnadev ne kaha tha - 'abhi sab gyan nahi de rahahoon .' unhone closed rakh diya tha kuch, kintu mai sab disclosed karde raha hoon .....alochana parsange, vol-1the collection of bani of Sri Sri Thakur was available on bangla book-'punyapunthi'. These bani was given by Sri Sri Thakur at samadhi stage.Due to lack of knowledge of bangla I can't read all bani of Thakur. Iread just some bani which was published in monthly hindi magzineor available in biography of thakur :-".....Trust me and give me everything. Sure, be glad, everything will makeyou glad ! Spit on and spurn the sin, not the man - the sinner !When I was before, He was latent in me! When I was before, you havelatent in me! When I was you, you were, I, I was the only one - I waslatent in me! Think yourselves. you were latent in me. Whole creationis you - No doubt the spirit. I was the sound, sound is my creation ;therefore you are created by me. Only sound is your spirit, no doubt!peaceful heart can make everyone peaceful. Come to me, I will give youeverything, no doubt! Be fearless and proceed on and on! Check your tongueand kiss the feet. Draw the heart fast. Atom can feel atom!...''...My lord! I am nothing but I- you must think all is not littile all, allis - supreme soul. I am supreme soul - the Parabrahma.vande pursotbam !!

Thakurji's sayings on finding fault, happiness and poverty

FINDING FAULT
To be prosperous try for ever to get rid of the habit of finding faults with others,
find out the good qualities which are present in man,think of it, speak of it, and discuss about it.
Try to be careful, so that one's fault may not cause injury to you.

THE WAY OF PERFECTION
HAPPINESS
What enlivens, elevates, and delights your being and makes everyone elated as it spreads into the environment -if anything is to be called happiness,it is this.
POVERTY THROUGH IDLENESS
Idleness, "I cannot", "It cannot be", "It can't be done",- be careful and alert about all such thoughts and conduct, for they easily infect the progeny, and the environment becomes contaminated by them; as a result family, society and country become ignorant, stupefied and depressed, and thus are utterly ruined in terrible poverty.